Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Goalsetting

So, when I graduated in May, I said, "Self, finish this damn novel in stories by the end of the year. k. thx. bye."

Well, I haven't been doing all that well at keeping up with promises to myself. It all has something to do with timeflow. You see, there are only 24 hours in a day, and well, I can't convince my body that less than 5-6 hours of sleep a night is a good idea (despite my efforts). Plus too, Molly is cuter than buttons, unicorns, rainbows, and the entire cast of Morning Musuimi (Why I'm remembering a fabricated j-pop band that I only vaguely knew about around the year 2000, right now, I don't know). In any event though, Parenting is definitely high on the "need to do list."

In fact, there are a lot of things on the need to do list. Observe:
  • Parenting (this one is worth 10x all others)
  • Teaching
  • Prepping for teaching
  • finding insurance (or Why the fuck do we not have national healthcare yet, you government assholes?)
  • fixing our basement (painting, organizing, remodeling)
  • Downstairs toilet is broken
  • Grading papers
  • Recording Molly's cuteness via cameras/camcorders
  • Prepare proposals for the PCEA conference very soon (I think it's a 11/1 deadline)
  • Read and prepare materials for the Warrior Poet Group (I'm due to start teaching Nabokov's Pale Fire here soon)
  • Oh and writing.
You know what I'm best at in life? Taking on more than I can handle. I'm downright awesome at that. And there are dozens of more things that need my attention that I haven't even bothered to list.

So,
I said to my self, "self, stop whining and do something about doing something." And so, I've decided that the best way to try to finish a draft of Not an Autobiography by the end of the year is to sign up for NaNoWriMo with the goal to bang out the last three stories or so that I feel need to be in the book.

Feel free to laugh at my audacity, stupidity, and plain ole inadvoidable ability to take on way too much at once.

2 comments:

Rod Dixon said...

You're crazy, young sir.

Drew said...

This is Sue. Well its strange to see that I didn't even make the need to do list, but that's fine since Molly made the top of the list.

Drew seriously, STFU. When was the last time I could just paint...crickets...crickets. Yeah I thought so. Why can't people just be content with the awesome like they currently live. Your breathing. Quit complaining.